program computer success . program animal fail. trying to organise voice of explorers . lost files 9 - short notes and meaningless complain

several short unrelated notes followed by depressing complaints further down

northern lights in central Finland begins September

this was removed from my depressing Finland file about shooting guns

i did not see any light during summer or even August

many nights were black in September also . October was more frequent light shows


if any one is tired of this subject last night was excellent north light .I did not notice it on past recent clear nights early September . it might have been weaker only a faint glow. this night it was clearly visible half the night and faded away . many nights are clouded and some times I don’t look at the sky . it is probably unusual also.

as bright as full moon and the moon is conspicuous absent perhaps below tree line or near horizon or rising with sun

frightening south east Australia spring lightning storms

this was moved from my Chile file in a recent update where it was originally for some reason

because I happened to think about this when updating the file


luckily no hail so far . the third storm yesterday mid day late November . was over briefly but I still hate it


mainland Australia is already too warm in November . or at least December constantly near thirty peak . and colder nights than Tasmania

dangerous ticks every where

and the most terrifying lightning storms . I hate that noise . I hate waiting for a massive explosion nearby


the lightning storms in east Australia has frightened me . they issue large hail warning and severe thunder warning but not hail so far . my gear is intact . I guess it’s impossible to know the down fall

the amount of close lightning strikes are frightening . it’s an artillery battle front . the last one has a low over Tasmania . southern wind over Sydney drove in mT air . the lightning moved east near the coast in the late evening early night

no shear aloft caused it to dissipate quickly . I was in the forest and no risk of wind . there are power lines every where . if hail strikes I will go to Tasmania prematurely . two immense lightning storms has already shaken me . far worse than anything I have experienced immense explosions nearby can’t be safe . I will publish all unpublished work in the next weeks . so the world can read my story

west Chile has no lightning . I only had normal low storms from convergence aloft and uplift . rain and wind no lightning . the lightning here has to be the worst on the planet . if you have camped in the tropics maybe you disagree

France has less lightning . the wind was the worst problem near the coast with scant tree cover on sand


this blew up the Reddit size limit qnes was removed from my sick file about Latvia infection June 2024

other issues

full time staff always have to turn of their attention or begin without attention to cope with the monotony and drive to make everything a robotic routine . all structural changes takes hundred times longer because it’s always the wrong people involved . structural progress is nearly impossible because of how hard it is to get a mandate

Kaliningrad purchase

Kaliningrad should have been purchased decades ago for instance but Europe is just struggling with incredible inertia . anytime someone propose to do something they don’t have enough experience in mindless routines and meetings.

i have visited a leading pr firm that employ ex prime ministers as a student but i prefer not to deal with the press or public opinion i leave that to my staff. i suppose i don’t have to do everything myself. if the public turns out to disagree with me someone else can deal with that and they can listen to my explanation. just not in a conversation . don’t slow down progress by listening too much to the public. just understand the words that come from my lips

common digital identification

identification could use the already existing EMV system . online payment verification . remote payment . click to pay

common digital identification in Europe should have been done ten years ago but is most likely ten years in the future. everything is too slow

zero vision for arms

a voluntary arms ban in Sweden for one year is necessary to trial the effects of a zero vision for arms. military arms training would be placed amongst friendly neighbours to practice defending Sweden from the outside. a year of cooperation outside the borders. a voluntary ban on using fire arms for one year. everyone can keep their arms but can voluntarily abstain from using them for solidarity with a global zero vision for arms. anyone that plan to lose money on this can apply for compensation. tranquilizer guns and training could be offered for free to wildlife management.

a year with out guns

a year without guns in Sweden would send a signal to the world that Job’s patience might expire. is there one rightful person in Nineveh? could change to is there one bad apple in Russia? if so burn everything to the ground. a population has to be capable of dealing with bad apples to be allowed to exist? many nations are struggling with the goals of the community and might have to be reset. Glenn Sjöberg wasn’t head of the atomic safety commission because of academic credentials but because he didn’t disagree with anything. there are plenty of equally talented scientists that disagree with stuff that needs to be actively rotated in the highest global babysitting position with increased mandate.

open management

there has to be a system for outside participation. it’s the only way it will work. direct messages are just ignored or disappear. it has to be possible to participate in development without participation in a social context. it works fine in software development i don’t know why it’s so hard elsewhere. we are all in it together.

i always think of the outside volunteer working on the madoff case for law enforcement. they had no system for outside participation and his work was lost or never considered seriously enough. and then they realize we should listen to whistleblowers but they can’t figure out they need a support system. how will they submit their work otherwise. email the receptionist? the only thing they will ask is why is he helping us he doesn’t even work here?

strangely reminiscent of the opposite: kramer banging on a copying machine and suddenly working there and receive a forum for his work. arms control is obviously as much a disaster as any human activity but why is it so hard to participate occasionally. if i could find just a tiny thing to fix it would be worth more than nothing. if i had a forum to participate through that would be a start. direct messages is not going to work. and i hate mailing lists. reddit arms control? i just expect news reports and no original work from independent scientist working on the matter

earth lab? git lab clone for all other problems

could start an earth lab project in lieu of git lab and publish the source code of arms control and invite anyone to help. now it’s not even published accessibly. a biologist know there are many much smarter animals than the highest hens that would best contribute voluntarily or anonymously or at least without introduction to brain dead apes. no meetings or ceremonies or symbolism just fix the problem. some people don’t want any interviews before they can fix anything. and absolutely no continuing contract. i leave the second it is fixed. and i was never there in the first place i just fixed it remotely. if i don’t have to meet anyone in person it is gold worth to me.

all un members can ask a volunteer to arrange a year without guns in the country. a voluntary arms ban temporarily in any European country can be a trial for poaching troubled countries. congo could leave its national security to a UN panel and voluntarily relieve itself of right to use firearms except as decided by dr Richard leaky in a case by case basis. there has been fishing bans in large areas for trial purposes .

the next step is that arms bans are trialed and normal arms use are deferred temporarily to alternate methods on a trial basis. the zero vision is necessary for a complete reform suitable for this planet . i am just surprised that I have never heard of anyone advertising a year without guns and teaching alternative methods all year and explaining arms control to everyone.

if anyone is actively doing this how can i not hve heard of it. arms control for me is just complete secrecy and backwardness. they have attached the screw cork to water bottles in some countries. i just don’t understand the priorities of arms control why is not actively teached to everyone and explained actively how far we are from the zero vision and the road ahead

forest restoration after stone age disaster

normal forest populations has to be brought back to forest plantations in Chile. the forest is not just a plantation like a field it is a place where other animals live . and teach them the names of the other big animals and where they prefer to live and eat. and what trees used to grow there before plantation

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this get more and more depressing . I will try to avoid putting this in writing . just endless complaining about a physical fact of nature animals can not think . do not think

I need to stop writing about my pain it’s meaningless and exhausting . you can listen to it instead I might mention it speaking not writing

all this is fairly obvious apes are brain dead I am working on it constructively . this is just torture for me and every one . me for having to type this nonsense

I have already explained what I need help with endless complain about not getting help is meaningless . no one is going to help me more because of any of this

Jesus did not offer one word of meaningless complain

delivery disaster December six . bombs for five minutes starting nine fifteen . preceded by six hours of howling over loud speaker

motor vehicles constantly challenge the road blocks here . boms in Swedish . some people use a welder to cut it open or drive around it

to break from the depression I had a fantastic week of complete seclusion along a river . despite the risk of being stuck with impossible vegetation

on the hills above the river and especially around a swamp the vegetation is impenetrable . go around or go back . they had tried to cut through it but give up . the terrain was exhausting some days I could only move two hundred metres . I constantly risk puncturing my essential floating bag that float my load on the river

floating or not the river itself is some times the only path . and some times it’s blocked

I had planned another similar route from Appin road rest area . but uber could not deliver only drive me to the shop

that is so unbelievably dumb it defies belief. they have figured out how to drive me to the shop but can’t figure out the opposite. drive from the shop to me with food . despite all these years it only works around the shop

I can’t even pay for service outside the delivery area . and this was inside the delivery area and failed on a second imbecile check that no drivers are nearby at the moment

the uber app is beyond imbecile and all the other are even worse . how can you be smartest on the planet . how can I not be they can’t get anything right

and I can’t help them because they get angry and might even kill me like they did with Jesus when he bothered them


it was actually December four but I was stuck for three days because of northern winds and incredibly heat and one day of lightning and showers . I still have to wait all day tomorrow also because I don’t move in the rain usually

hate the lightning storms so far the worst and the ticks

but this disaster takes the price six hours of torture noise and then bombs for five minutes . I guess I don’t like noise

no nature noise bothers me except lightning. and it’s worse here than any where I have been . I think the worst on the planet . thirty five degrees has probably the worst lightning . near wet air . it has to be warm and wet . dry and warm or wet and cold doesn’t work for bombs . up draft of water is essential for charge separation


it’s constantly delivery failure that cause all these disasters. here at least . in Finland it’s different The moron hunters are every where. but here in Australia it’s quiet in the forest

so now I am stuck with more food than I can carry initially . now it happens to be a deep river here flat and perfect for floating a heavy load. but my bag is too small . god give me strength


after the bombs at nine fifteen they stopped hollering . only dogs and combustion engines revving now . probably around mid night they quiet down

I should not even be here this is madness what I am doing here

why can the app drive me to the store but not deliver from the store . so unbelievably dumb . and I don’t know anyone there I have to start from scratch

and why would they listen to my problems


I should have moved when they first started I might still have been able to fit every thing . my bag is so small I don’t have space to float in the water directly after shopping several cans peanut butter and mayo

if I had sixty litres that I asked for hundred times I would be fine

no animals owe me any thing all animals are brain dead . even Jesus was completely help less with their imbecile stupidity . I have done every thing I can short of risking getting killed myself for bothering them

if I bother them more they will kill me instead


exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was several tho

exactly fifteen minutes after nine the detonate incredible loud bombs for five minutes . then they stop screaming . after yelling about Christmas for six hours

in west central Finland this happens fifteen minutes before eleven last day of august . I was four thousand metres away then and thought it was artillery fire or power guns. this time I was five hundred metres away . alavieska and appin

unbelievable delivery disaster


they started howling around three and by nine I was begging for mercy

December six I was stuck on a Saturday five hundred metres from a folk park . because of endless trouble with delivery I had to take a ride to the shop myself . and then disaster strike. December six is celebration day for these brain dead apes . unbelievable noise ten times worse than any heavy machine they operate for work

this time the dreaded no driver are nearby suddenly struck . despite working when I tried it before when planning . now suddenly this imbecile app refused to find a market . the uber app is so unbelievably dumb . I don’t know how I am going to be able to talk with uber management

and then I am stuck listening to loud speakers of screaming apes for ten hours in a folk par . apparently it’s something called Christmas and they are as excited as when they invented baked bread. and scream endlessly for ten hours over a loud speaker

and a back drop of combustion engines pushed to the limit . they are excitable animals and they like loud noise . this can change in only a few thousand years with selective breeding

any chimp on the planet would look to turn down the volume for this racket . unbelievable torture because I could not move in an immense heat wave from northern winds . I’m hindsight I could have floated down the river but my bag is too small only forty litres

it’s so warm here I can soak my clothes and survive the night in twin gear only . no insulation except the plastic . it still makes a huge difference . despite initially feeling cold if you put it on at night

i have asked decathlon hundred times to return the sixty litres bag. I have to source it from Amazon next time I have to be able to fit all my food and float down a river . or up in this case. flat river . back to the wild away from these noisy apes

I would rather listen to a chimp party on a loud speaker for ten hours . it’s unbelievable how long these hillbilly folk parties goes on. it’s even more festive than potato harvest


this was removed from a corp comm file. my attempt to program apes . I split the corp file in three gear food mail

and summer 2024 ideas from my sick file. that file was big enough with only sick stuff

I moved disaster stories from my tick file here but returned them. I don’t know if this should be the gigantic party mix bag of ideas

if might move some of this again back and forth

really sick of all this anyway . just want food grocery delivery any where on the planet . would be tears if heaven if uber could relax the upper limit on grocery delivery distance

they probably make most money on pizza delivery and groceries is just a side kick they don’t care about . hope they can realise grocery is different . larger orders less frequent . delivery could be much higher


the world champion is back with lofty goals that no one else cares about . wrong. I am not on a different planet or in a different league or in fantasy land. it’s always difficult to reach the right insider

I am always weary of contacting insiders through linked in or other forum . I might mention my ideas on linked in and tag the company . I will try to contact über on linked in before I fly to Sydney . I hardly ever use that platform but I could potentially select a random engineer and send a message

although they want money for that unless they list their email . they want money for message to company insider

every thing in here is reasonable just neglected by the mass market . just keep trying any avenue to connect . I have tried to reach exploration societies but no success yet. if you are in this boat too that makes two of us

any company might employ an out doors enthusiast that can carry the idea internally . maybe I am some times too distant to the mean to reach success . some one closer to the mean but still an outlier can be crucial for success

I’m general the most intensely domesticated ape has little interest in this. if you are only partly domesticated tell me about your progress on this

better delivery and service and gear for exploration

even any one in any situation any where can sympathize with poor delivery range. why is this a never ending problem . just expand the delivery range and all problem are solved

I have to accept the massive problem with my expedition in Australia regarding this limit . the number one obstacle is short delivery range . I constantly go with out food

and lack of emergency transport far away . drivers will not be notified or will reject distant service . which could be an emergency


I want to participate in development . assistance would be greatly appreciated . we have to organise our efforts to get anywhere

I have asked others high sigma or globalist or any one affected for assistance . we have to team up if we have the same problem . no problem affect only one person related to equipment food delivery or mail storage


to all companies and troops

open management

I want to promote open management selectively where I need it. the only way I can participate is in an open management system

open management. email contact. it’s not a battle field we are not dogs. it’s not dangerous to bother engineering


I am also talking with them about using their system . all across the world global citizens are denied service because of technical problem . the worst nemesis to an ape brain is a machine . don’t bother the engineers!

when I try to bother the engineers they panic . I am an engineer I am a scientist it’s no big deal. in Finland they panic when I ask them to bother the hunters that I am nearby . don’t bother the hunters! I don’t know why hunters or engineer is so dangerous to bother . something horrible must have happened in the past to create this fear

don’t bother the pilot the plane might crash. I know but this is a long term problem no one will die in action . take your time and think about this how can we help global citizens and global explorer


über and food delivery is another I am seeking contact with . about every thing many things that could affect any one not just a single world champion . like replace all food items grocery items in a basket . uber eats need a system for that. I struggle every time to tell them to not drop any items for a refund . no refund replace every thing


this idea has been cancelled as too complicated and low priority . too specific for travelers. unlikely to be addressed

and delivery location meet me outside at my location . not just the stupid pin my location . the struggle with the location every time is exhausting . if a basket already has items the location is stuck and the basket has to be cleared before a new location can be selected


I can program computer with any language on the planet . but my attempt to program animals with english or Swedish has been fruit less

the reason is animals respond to carrots and stick not instruction

these messages have been pruned from my other messages for being too depressing

the following was removed from my company contact. animals contact. files

this was removed from my food and gear message


I removed the following went too far as usual . serve no purpose to complain about insanity will just confuse and alienate

r/ubereats

I some times have to order a ride to buy food because delivery doesn’t work . so they could drive me to the shop but could not deliver from the shop .it doesn’t make any sense to me. some times when something doesn’t make any sense there is a possibility to reach a better solution through communication . but the biggest hurdle is to reach an insider in a closed management system

. I face the same challenge with government that I try to help with development .any sympathy for this would be appreciated . I work in the development programme UNDP and is severely under funded a lonely existence and constantly struggle with sense less opposition or absent minded ness that requires a media frenzy to do anything at all.

reasoned analysis is effect less but any thing else might work like in the animal kingdom sense less panic or mad rage or the opinion of the really big ape the king kong

I’m so special I can’t talk with anyone

my life is so revolutionised by this I am even afraid to approach them personally to avoid putting them off . because of my character I would prefer some one else more officially established to try

even famous people like the Leakey family in central Africa and their famous associates like Dianne Fossey or Jane Goodallthat has chosen a life similar to mine is likely to be jealous and dislikes me. I am crawling and walking around the planet never twice in the same place

Dianne could never dream about the freedom and range I have

my life doesn’t tie me to a small region like the Virunga mountains or even lake Tanganyika . the world is my oyster and already I am number one . and I have been cautious to bring this up in fear of angry retaliation

a complete back lash . that seems to be the story of my life because of my over sized persona . larger than life persona . with that said I am anxious to get back to development issues . ignoring personal stuff

the usual round of complaints about my imaginary persecution by brain dead apes

I managed to put most depressing sadness in this topic . I’m not on his planet to complain for no reason . I have done every thing in my imagination for actual development not just a sad story about stupid apes and failed relations

I try not to get discouraged it’s the law of ecology and minimal effort and reproductive success . Jesus apparently had no reproductive success . and nobody knows what his mom said is that irrelevant I would listen to it or insist it was recorded

my mother’s family has no sympathy with my life choice and has pleaded with me to constantly eat sleeping pills. so I can have a normal life and still not bother any one

I would suspect that Jesus mother felt exactly the same way . terrified that her son is bothering any one and apologising profusely and give him sleeping pills instead

the extent my mother’s family has pressured me to live under constant sedation is beyond this message . they have tried all approaches including ostracism . with the result that I hardly know them

their intention to freeze me out has been to pressure me to a normal life . but has only caused a lost relation and confusion and misunderstanding . from a lack of communication

they have tried to dis communicate me to pressure me . and instead just caused disaster

I invite ideas from public relations and press management

it would make an enormous difference if the press would publish a positive article about me . Howard Stern parents initially hated his work but after public approval they completely changed

every one is weak to peer pressure and desperately seek guidance

I have so far put off all contacts with the press . it’s just too difficult to be number one on the planet and prevent a disastrous back lash . I am a personal friend of lubos motl that is living proof of this difficulty

I am reluctantly not a friend with bill gates despite my wish to know him personally . I hope to say before either of us perish that we have known each other

no one would stick their head out and defend me . every one sense the lethal danger

I have said that I am open for press relations to connect me with companies and key figures like bill gates . but we have not been able to reach an agreement or understand ing . I am notoriously miss trusting and worried . I don’t trust any promises or messages or statement

I always expect total disaster and back lash like Cyprus where I was expelled instead of celebrated . I asked UN for a service pass to prevent this . but my name was not recognised and I failed to reach the right person

it is a catch twenty two in a way because I avoid the press to avoid back lash . I have chosen complete obscurity and anonymity as the safest way to realise my life goal of seeing the entire planet

I have been locked up in mental hospitals and jail in total confusion . about why am I here who am I . why am I so worried . why don’t I have a home etc . narrowly evaded prison that would just kill me just like Aaron Swartz another worried soul . that apparently bothered some one and was forced to suicide in complete confusion . just like my grand father in 1973

the price of bothering another animal is high . I have to live in terror of bothering another human . I have to convince every one I live in a house every night . and the same time avoid human society because any interaction would be deadly . mental hospital is the first response then sedation jail prison expulsion

hopefully expulsion is the first choice . In Riga June 2024 I was refused to leave the university hospital to go to the airport in the morning . after several hours I managed to get a police there that spoke English to explain the situation . they still forced me to visit the mental hospital so I would miss my flight

they instantly want to kill me and if they managed to kill Jesus I have zero doubt they could find a way to kill me . they managed to kill my grand father through suicide January 1973 after enormous pressure and disapproval of his superiority

they demanded to know if he was superior and did every thing they could to kill him . they are all absolutely brain dead and live in constant terror of each other . they compete about money like imbecile morons

my life is officially illegal every where except Sweden . I am not allowed to stay over night in nature officially . every rule that has ever been conceived on this planet outside Sweden assume a stationary life . ask for permission . stay for days weeks months with good relations . I’m staying one day with zero relation and zero permission

any one that has seen me has take me for a home less outcast . the lowest cast in society . lower than bhatwa hunters in Virunga forest . I can not offer any better explanation

I can’t claim to be happy or offer a public image of happiness . I am infinitely more intelligent . I don’t take any pictures or smile or laugh or converse . I solve problems nothing else . and talk endlessly but not in conversation . I avoid conversation and meetings

one reason is rituals. all animals operate from a manuscript. the more closely the dumber they are . I have no manuscript . anyone else below five sigma would instinctively dislike me and abort contact . I sit on the floor and eat with my hands . that’s already impossible for participating in a meeting or conversation

clothing is immensely important to them. ugly clothes is impossible . no clothes means death penalty instantly . expedited immediately by the supreme leader
eating with your hands is worse than murder . absolutely intolerable . the list is endless the simple explanation is I need to be alone if at all possible . by means of any scientific enterprise conceivable by the best and the brightest

even something so immensely advanced as to defy belief of mortal men . like driving food to me in the forest . a task so difficult it has defied the best scientist to accomplish . they are as dumb founded over the unusual request as a group of gorillas around a friend caught in a wire trap noos . this is so advanced I have a rope around my hand I can’t conceive how to remove it

if you collaborate with me there will be no conversation . if you travel with me we will not walk side by side or converse . we are essentially separate expeditions . you might move in flock I don’t . chimps converse in flock . move together . gorilla etc other animals

my knee injury already makes traveling with me impossible .no one can endure my slow pace . I am the slowest traveler on the planet and never see the same place twice

I can’t listen to your ideas live in person it has to be recorded . I have encouraged every one to tell me about your life with out conversation . especially other five sigma and explorers . that need to organise to be heard

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