lost appetite on 2024 baltic expedition unable to eat solid food for one month but no vomiting or diarrhea . still un identified cause
I am leaning towards general malaise regarding appetite . all infection reduce appetite . this was a major infection with much worse symptoms
but still similar to almost any infection in terms of type of symptoms . but the severity and exact details of symptoms and time line and and origin in the forest in Latvia and other circumstances could identify the likely cause
immensely powerful symptoms but I could still conduct my expedition . up to the vomiting attack after three weeks of no food intake . the stomach became agitated and vomited over and over from.empty stomach . violently vomited drunken water instantly like soap in geyser
I am otherwise only familiar with common cold symptoms . and an outbreak of measles during a period of enormous stress related to work and career in 2011 . all I remember from that was the relentless itch that forced me to sleep with mittens on my hands to not scratch my skin
fatigue and appetite loss was not pronounced . common cold always reduce appetite to near zero for a few days or a week
the circumstances in Latvia could even possibly septic tank run off because I lost caution as I always do after unpleasant attack by local farmer . I am always absent minded and unfocused after a meaningless attack on a stranger far from any house
I have a memory of collecting water in a stagnant pool opposite of the road past a house . septic run off could have collected there . I was absolutely absent minded and lost all sense . it was pointless to harvest that poor water source . water every where in other places . channels and pools every where in Latvia forest with better water
but this could also be a red herring like the suspicious of gastric infection . when it could be neural or any other type of infection
my father’s good friend and fellow nature enthusiast Jan lindblad died in 87 from a not identified infection . he lived in flen with his tigers . near us and my uncles that also knew him and are also nature photography
I wonder if his children will share with me the cause they suspect . it was contracted in the Indonesian tropics . he also produced movies from south America tropics Guyana . I will try to send a post card to them with my message
and of course my mistake to not sit it out instead of dragging my problems on others that always cause disaster . including thrown out on the street outside a Stockholm hospital and nearly locked up in mental hospital in Riga . if I had been able to wait in a guest house a week I would have recovered naturally
there was nothing no one could have done about it even if they could identify the cause . my foolishness . I just panic in the social context of other people
I could even have stayed in the forest near the small town that had a small store where I could buy several litres of liquid food every few days . I would not have the range to get to the next town . but I could stay in the same place just outside the village alone as I prefer . to not disturb any one which is my biggest fear
no running nose no diarrhoea no vomiting mostly no symptoms except an inability to eat. there were occasions of twenty four hours black out and immense cold shiver. one day of relentless vomiting on empty stomach and inability to drink water without trigger instant vomit. and one whole month to clear the infection
it is absolutely no common cold and it should be possible to exclude almost every thing except what remains must be what happened. when excluding every thing impossible what remains is the only possibility however improbable
why would I not be able to eat solid food for one month and then from one day to the next appetite returned to normal like nothing had happened. that has to be fairly unique not many things could cause that reaction I am certain someone could give the answer right away with confidence
that’s not just a partof general malaise that suddenly disappear the symptoms are dominated by the lack of appetite over anything else despite a day of vomiting over and over and a massive cold shiver and black out attack all night felt like twenty degrees colder than actual temperature. or twenty four hours black out I don’t remember what I wrote further down after the event . I am writing more now at the top one year later
the cold shiver and black out was probably general malaise. I don’t know if there was a fever and I always have migraines anyway especially in the summer heat. but also in the winter. my last cold winter was five years ago in Spain northern Spain and I remember buying pain killers constantly . insomnia is the biggest reason but also physical strain and just constant worry that is my life my existence ridiculously worried day and night a night mare torture that forced my grand father to suicide
if the infection was in my toes why would I vomit from drinking water that must be relatively unusual reaction . I don’t think my symptoms would fit just about anything. no effort at all was made towards identification .
supposedly a stool culture was attempted for hiking disease. I don’t remember the complete list they supposedly ruled out around ten creatures that affect hikers . the morons don’t use email for clinical contact so I don’t even know the list. probably can’t even find it in their forever broken system that seems to be an endless promise of digital records that I can never access
they probably still use fax machines and paper archives the size of entire cities. on some unknown criteria they selected a few of the most common creatures and supposedly tried to culture them. nearly zero effort
and not a single word on viruses
so the whole episode was just a complete skilda världar completely different worlds they have no curiosity . and my case had low priority since I could drink liquid food again after one day of immense stomach problems . so I was not dying by a long shot and they had a long line of customers that had one food in the grave. lots of effort for me to waste on that. I still want to know what it was
now I have a personal interest in this. but I am not overly optimistic about finding the cause from symptoms description since so many symptoms fit the bill.
the lost appetite family in tortora had nothing to do with symptoms only that their bird died simultaneously and a certain bacterium is known to transmit from let birds commonly and he was lucky to find it from that
I am now wondering if the complete lack of appetite was general malaise from any kind of infection an insect bite blood infection or respiration infection . there was at least one night of immense cold shiver and black out but that could also come from almost anything. what suggested stomach problems was the inability to drink water after three weeks. from stomach agitation repeated stomach purging on an empty stomach and from drinking water . clean cold running water
I could not find anything that is primarily causing anorexia or slow loss of body weight and inability to eat solid food. I also guess that would be compensated with liquid food since almost everyone lives in a box and are not on foot on expedition . and can store liquid food in their doggie house . I mean ape house a dog house would be demeaning Ape houses are better than dog houses no doubt
I just met a complete disinterest and lack of curiosity about the cause. if money is your motivation I have no interest in dealing with you anyway that’s just utterly imbecile I don’t know what could come out of monetary motivation except garbage. i guess low priority since I could mostly drink liquid food and would not die imminently. so no one had the slightest curiosity to identify it
but I would not rule out anything. I don’t know if the symptoms match too many known infections . I also don’t know how many would be uncommon. reading more of tortora makes it seems like a fair amount have been described even if only a handful have ever been affected. if more than a hundred or a thousand cases had been brought to a clinic could it still be unknown
and how many described infections would match that. maybe all symptoms were general malaise . without repeating everything the lack of vomiting and diarrhoea would rule out some.
searching for appetite in tortora gave only matches for general malaise. some one with a parrot or bird pulmonary intra cellular bacterium transferred to humans through a dormant dry life stage. nothing about where or what it does more than pneumonia respiratory tract infection . loss of appetite is just a general symptom it has nothing to do with digestion of food
here is the original Reddit message but re organised to move down all the noise
i lost my appetite for three weeks on my baltic expedition during the 2024 northern summer
i still had food left that I could eat again after the three week hiatus
i am asking the internet what it was and if it could have been prevented or cured
clinical case
i lost my appetite for three weeks on my expedition from Klaipeda to Tallinn. I didn’t make any records except that appetite returned July 2. counting backwards twenty days it would have begun june 10 or a few days earler. and quite suddenly i was awake again too from mostly sleeping for three weeks. a week in i had one particular night of intense cold shivers . the illness and lack of food both made me tired and i mostly slept. but i could still rise and walk every day for a few hours
i related my illness to drinking unusually foul water in a stagnant pool in the forest that could have been standing since the winter. i reflected how low my water standards had sunken when i collected it. but the infection source could be anything. but i would not expect plant poisoning to function for so long without being washed out. it must have been something reproductive
i produced three stools in two weeks. every attempt to swallow anything resulted in violent uproar in stomach with noises of bubbling and gargling. i had no diarrhea and could inspect three decent size stools of normal consistency. they had normal consistency. i could see large bright bacterial colonies against a dark background but it could been just bread grains. different varieties of brown. most of the time I could not force any food down. also nothing came back up in vomit if i managed to force it down. i don’t know what kind of detail might allow someone to identify the illness. in my experience an ordinary GI tract illness tries to expell what has been eaten and there is little or no effect on the appetite. i even try to curb my appetite until the illness is over which is usually when all feces is purged which can take twelve hours . i have heard about other types of infections that produce water as part of its metabolism and produce severe diarrhea even without eating . my stomach never wanted any kind of food at all. possibly with the exception of butter milk but it would have spoiled quickly before i could consume it so i never kept it. but my stomach did allow food to stay there if i managed to swallow it and eventually produce normal stool. besides having no urge to eat my stomach would revolt against eating in other ways than vomiting. general discomfort over the act of eating and noticeable agitation from swallowing food. gargling noises and agitated motion in the stomach for several minutes after every bite. repeated belching like i had swallowed lots of air together with the bite of food that now had to come up immediately. but the food stayed in there. in total four stools were produced in three weeks by eating small pieces of food occasionally. probably one tenth of a normal upkeep and it is remarkable how my body could sustain itself since i never have any noticeable fat reserves. if I had found a scale i could have measured the weight loss because I always weigh exactly seventy kilo and would most certainly start out with that weight before the starvation. but i have no weight measurement during or after the illness unfortunately there was no bathroom scale where i lived
i continued my expedition for two weeks very tired and with almost no food eaten. but then on a Friday night my stomach became agitated without provocation and vomited an empty stomach in the late evening. the vomit was milky white and i had not drank anything besides water it might just be the mucus appearance in a normal empty stomach. this continued in the morning several times it would try to vomit an empty stomach in several tries. i rose early and on my way i drank cold running water to see if it would calm the stomach but it was instantly repelled as vomit. i was now too weak to be alone in the forest and had to fly home and return to civilization. i was nearly too tired to walk and felt i had escaped a near death situation where i became too weak to walk. the pharmacy sold a clay powder called smecta that calmed the stomach and allowed me to use airport and plane without vomiting. it would be interesting to understand why two weeks in the stomach became so agitated when it contained no food. perhaps a resurgence in the infection irritated the stomach and could trigger vomiting in an attempt to expel the virulent . this reaction was too strong and made me too weak to be alone in the forest. i was very close to laying down and “resting for a while” which could mean dying if no strength return to rise again
a stool sample was cultured in Eskilstuna omnilab a week before i recovered. butter milk was allowed to enter the stomach and produced stool after a few days. they looked for roughly the most common things that i could correlate from memory with jerry tortora’s introduction to microbiology clinical section. seven groups of common bacteria and four common protozoan. none found. they acted robotic and uninterested as you would expect from doing exactly the same thing over and over every day. the lab refused to speak directly with me even though i asked them in 1177. i would not engage them again it’s just useless to ask someone for help if it’s a complicated task and there is no interest in creativity.
it’s possible that introductory microbiology like tortora doesn’t mention this type of infection if it’s uncommon or little known. he mentions very few viruses only two groups of viruses that were described in north America among humans in Norwalk for instance. nothing outside north America
a naive guess would be a stomach virus but i don’t know a complete list of them and it might usually affect other animals . i am hoping the general symptoms can lead me to an answer. extreme fatigue nearly passed out all the time. absolutely impossible to eat zero appetite. no vomiting or diarrhea or stomach pain. and a very long battle with the intruder for three weeks and then a sudden recovery as fast as i got sick . and one frightening episode two weeks into the illness of repeated vomiting from an empty stomach unprovoked by any attempt to eat and the stomach was so intensely agitated that it immediately vomited back water that was drunk
other illness
anniversary deja vu
this was an eerie deja vu for around a month mid summer . probably minor unrelated infection hardly noticeable . close to un symptom atic sub clinical
on the anniversary of this infection I felt the convulsions of an approaching vomit that never came . probably a mild unrelated infection . around a week now after walking a few thousand metres I felt the discomfort. a daily occurrence that last about fifteen minutes. it’s an eerie deja vu but probably unrelated . it’s like my body is replaying what happened last year or has some kind of premonition or memory of the event
now at sixty two degrees latitude less likely to drink bad water . I did collect water that had a sour taste from profuse algae growth and threw it out when I found moving water. I’ve had one severe stomach ache that lasted around two hours and another milder diarrhea
I still haven’t learned anything new about the possible causes for my sickness last year
minor food poisoning weeks earlier and
a week earlier i became ill from a large piece of salmon in the open all day a sunny day. i already had food in my system when mild illness set in and appetite waned and stool loosened. i forgot all about it by the time the big illness came. i could not exclude that it was still lingering silently for a few days and then struck hard. but it was probably unrelated. completely different symptoms. typical mild indigestion that last one or two days. this can be compared compared to the clinical case which is unlike anything i have experienced in duration and symptoms with mostly no bowel problems except a complete waning in appetite for an exceptionally long time of three weeks coupled with a powerful general immune response that knocked me out cold the entire time mostly sleeping for three weeks
two weeks later ill again. three diarrheal cramps in mosquito ridden pre dawn. one was not enough it had to keep going to empty the colon completely. then one more mid day. it kept finding feces to expell. nothing wrong with the food as i could see. no waning in appetite but i try to delay eating until after the cramps have settled and all feces is expelled. from my perspective it looks like an over reaction with the net result lots of mosquito bites and lost liquids unnecessarily which i needed because i had run out of water. only bring two days supply. this could be called a normal diarrhea that last one day
i was sick in respiratory viruses for two weeks after transferring from Santiago Chile to Klaipeda and having to stop in Stockholm to renew my passport. just as would be expected after that kind of people schock. i suppose it affected my appetite but it wasn’t nearly as serious or made me nearly as ill
measles attack 2011
fifteen years ago the stress to finish my degree in time gave me measles from temporary stress induced immunodeficiency as i can see it. it must have been dormant before the stress reaction. otherwise it was a strange coincidence. i was more worried than ever for a month while i completed the work. i had to wear mittens at night to not claw at my skin in my sleep from itching on the rashes that appeared as red bulbs on the skin in streaks all around the upper body # pollen allergy
i have pollen allergies. i suspect this is related to my worried nature . i have become paranoid about my personal safety after slowly becoming the most experienced hiker on the planet . i use fake names everywhere and even changed my real name which was just a waste of money . if i become famous i want to implement my political progress
signing up for a course is the only way to contact researchers
visiting the hospital is meaningless it doesn’t work . you have to establish a connection through building access as student and visit research offices . and exchange contacts . I have no personal contact with clinical biology research
instead of endless googling for lost appetite the only resort would be to sign up for statistics with R or any other stand alone course at Karolinska and ask researchers in their office.
if you want any help at all you need to sign up as a student for medical school at Karolinska and ask researchers yourself. I have the grades necessary for stand alone courses at Karolinska I studied statistics there in a stand alone course admission is four times per year approximately
instead of waiting it out I made it ten times worse by bothering the morons with my problems
here follows various complain that was in the original message and added later . I should have known this would happen and it’s essentially my fault for being so naive . they are completely brain dead all of them and can’t help any one with any thing . and bothering them can drag you into enormous problems you have to avoid them
no meeting or conversation is the prime directive . the only way to establish contact is by visiting researcher in their office . through student credentials . the difference with theory and clinical work is akin to heaven and hell . if you approach a clinical worker you are scraping the bottom of the barrel
too healthy for hospital and too sick for hotel
the biggest challenge was to find a place to rest since i stunningly was too healthy for hospital but too sick for commercial residence. i was thrown out for drenching my bed in sweat and being visibly ill. in hospital it’s more robotic. the computer tells them if someone is ill. if nothing pops up in the computer a person is not ill. the blood test was clean so i was thrown out without any conversation about my situation. i guess they struggle with people that lie about being ill to get attention. thin as a needle and white as a ghost? he could be faking it to get attention. send him home.
a lot of times it’s more about i didn’t like him so i had to get rid of him. searching “hemskickad från sjukhuset” gave no instructions about offering rooms to sick in Sweden. where are those instructions? apparently they never considered that necessity. it gave news stories. one hospital pressured with fines for years to offer more beds but no results. a lively kid that hated the hospital environment was allowed to leave and died two days later. he should probably have been scheduled surgery and asked to come back the next day.
i could not find any indication that there was a master plan for offering sick beds in special cases.much improvement seems to be needed but they insist on only asking career workers for help that always adapt to the monotony by turning off their attention and active brain . it is common that the most capable reformers to stay away completely from urgent reform. leave first if possible is still the rule. fix all structural problems? no why should i if i only get grief and complaints about it. i have asked a qualified professional in Sweden why he is not more actively involved in the development process. he was president of the psychiatric clinic in Nyköping ten years ago at fifty but returned to clinical work and will seek retirement instead of progressing further. he is extremely intelligent. almost near my level. he arranged my pension which i am immensely grateful for. although i have always been seeking political position with a caveat that my IQ is five sigma or top two thousand. i work remotely and alone not in a social context. and no it doesn’t mean my earthly concerns are confined to software development. he said he was probably four sigma
R
pnorm(4, mean = 0, sd = 1, lower.tail = FALSE, log.p = FALSE)*7*10^9
[1] 221698.7
pnorm(5, mean = 0, sd = 1, lower.tail = FALSE, log.p = FALSE)*7*10^9
[1] 2006.561and i can confirm that was my impression immediately and i can not understand how he has not been able to do more in Sweden that should accommodate superior intelligence and find a use for that in development. not just brush it off like a fly disturbing the peaceful routine in a tribe of imbecile apes. he has not explained to me why he has not driven any large reform process. five sigma is difficult but four sigma should not be too much for a progressive society today. regarding sending me away the hospital probably didn’t like me that’s the only and total explanation. you will never get a better explanation. and they might not have had separate rooms with fridge for butter milk and microwave to swallow small pieces of warm food and be alone until my infection relented which took another ten days after i came back to Sweden
i asked for but was not given any treatment against a living infection before it could be identified . but they made no effort to identify it either. i guess they disliked me so intensely they never wanted to do anything for me. so in the end i self healed entirely after an immense period of three weeks. i have had respiratory infections for two weeks but they are less demanding physically. but it should be possible with reasonable effort to find the disease based on explanation. no one i met had even nearly the attention span to carry out such an exercise. although one had received superior SAT scores and i really respect him but he was too scatter brained and had nothing to gain intellectually or otherwise. strangely he did not remember his percentile only that his score was normalised to perfect. my score was lower but at least i remember what it was. despite tremendous academic talent he had only worked cases apparently. and was very anxious to go home more than anything else. it seems like his favourite activity was to go home every day. and just not the intensity to find an explanation no matter the cost in time and effort. when i told him the room i rented would not allow me to stay without a statement on infectiousness and a possible outbreak at the hostel he started babbling endlessly on the phone without result. never received any such statement in 1177 the online system. hardly anyone write anything back there or anything of reasoned substance. one person was babbling away in a live chat. but they don’t write any manuscripts at all. always get the odd feeling i am talking to a wall. how dumb are they really? can anyone care. i guess the internet will answer. maybe this will end up in unsolved cases
i slept on the street one night and in a hostel that expelled me because i was sick and then an old friend in Nyköping cleared out a house for me and stacked a pile of mattresses on the floor enough for a swimming pool of sweat. i had to assume i was an infection risk and could cause an outbreak. i did not have to stay with anyone else . the problem where i parked in Latvia was the shared house i could not stay there for a week with a shared kitchen and people there all the time. i would be too worried in that environment and would be unable to rest
they have made rules about treating everyone that comes to Sweden but still haven’t done anything to create rooms for patients with unidentified illness that needs to be alone for a few weeks to recover. i could probably device such a plan if there was a place to submit it. all societies are work in progress just like all computer programs. i frequently submit improvements to computer programs but feel helpless with other problems. there has to be a place to submit serious work for outsiders that have no intention or interest to ever seek employment in hospital development
robotic public health
i mostly regret engaging the health staff because they could not find a bed for me and the whole atmosphere is incompatible with my nature. passionate engaging verus complete resignation to a robotic health system with zero innovation and only a wish to follow routines and tick check boxes and rid life of any last remnants of innovation or creative thinking. they probably treat a small list of things that pop up in the neighborhood once in a while. and incapable or uninterested in anything new
i first went to the karolinska research hospital in Stockholm near the technical school and told them a scoop might be up for grabs for a research scientist. no interest there they didn’t even ask around just sent me away. so it’s not that i didn’t try. i will let the internet take the fame for this one. if i had been there on a Monday instead of a Sunday or if the sun or the moon was shining or the chemical signals were different… there are so many factors and i am dogged by my “apes are brain-dead” explanation to everything. there is always the possibility that i might have been able to do something differently to get another response from the other apes
there was also a strange incident at the research hospital in east riga. i tell them i can’t eat and ask for anti biotics and anti parasitics to flush out my system. they refuse but order a brain scan on a Sunday night. they like EKG and CT scans don’t ask me why they always do it. they also like to kill conspecifics and yada yada. my species kill conspecifics how can i freely engage them in conversation. i need to curb my behaviour. the neurologist tells me before she goes home at midnight that i can leave and adding the strange comment “this is not a prison”. well turned out it was because she never told the night staff that i was free to leave and they behaved like zombies not saying anything or being available for conscious conversation. conscious thoughts had no impact on their mosquito brains. but my worry had and they become worried also and asked the psychiatrist to talk with me in the morning to see if i could fly home without hurting myself. she had no interest in any other animal but she did look for and enjoy social interactions with other apes where see was the superior and had found a paid position that offered this. by the time this happened the airport had also opened and my plane was already boarding without me. just a reminder to me to never ever bother the other apes at their institutions. anyone with a daily occupation must be avoided at all cost otherwise you just end up next to Jesus in the ground. i have narrowly evaded his fate and is now older than he became. i have tried to become a famous explorer instead of seeking an academic position. warsawa poland employ swimming pool guards that tell visitors a swimming hat is necessary equipment. hair or no hair doesn’t matter their job is law enforcement. serious business. solution: use lakes not swimming pools. a direct contact is the only way to get qualified help. i emailed two medical professionals that i trust. one did not respond and one asked me to ask someone else. neither greatly interested to hear my case
this was added a year later . more complain
my mistake to ask for help with serious one month infection June 2024
and endless complain that apes are dumb . brains dead apes is a fact of nature complain makes no difference . I always move this to the end or a separate file
if you asked a chimp for help they would kill you and eat you humans are more like robots or computers with a fixed program . they might be able to identify and treat one or two infections but there are millions so there is zero chance of any help. just stay put and try to drink orange juice and hope it goes away. a hospital or pro medics will just make it worse
so in the end I received no help at all just like everyone already knew. I have to ask every researcher myself no one is going to ask someone else for me. I have to read everything myself no one is going to read anything for me. and finally I have to investigate the cause that has perhaps not even been described. although no one could say either way because no one know anything about more then ten creatures ten microbes out of ten million kinds
they probably encounter stomach problems but of a different kind perhaps . it’s possible that they have helped some one with some thing but that’s not the one I had. and I made that clear from the start that this is likely an exotic infection that may never have been described or encountered before. they just did the regular test for bubonic plague and salmonella and wished me luck. they don’t actually think no animal actually think they kind of operate on auto pilot
the brain dead blood tests and culture samples they provide are with absolute certainty completely useless. an exotic infection picked up on expedition is completely and utterly outside their brain dead world inside a box. essentially an ant nest of apes with the same intelligence as all other animals absolute zero . and ant with an exotic infection has better luck asking his friends for help than an ape
I don’t think the medical profession has ever helped anyone. if you are that brain dead that you are forced into clinical work your brain is smaller than a walnut. and who would complain it’s not illegal to do nothing
no one wants to do anything ever . the disaster would have to be gigantic before anything happens. guess how many asked for help in Germany before help was announced in July 1944. the only time anyone demand results is during an imbecile fight
would be surprised to hear from anyone else that had the same symptoms since I’m the only one not in my box all the time. I don’t spend my entire life inside a box and is probably the only one affected by anything on this planet because no one else has explored this planet.
I did investigate introductory micro biology clinical . nothing fit the description and it’s too brief. viruses that disturb digestion is hardly mentioned at all. even if I try to download everything on library genesis I never end up learning anything more than the introduction anyway . everything detailed is too detailed or about the wrong details. I down loaded all major micro biology books and read the clinical section on digestive tract disease . I did not even look at random web sites that are ninety nine percent garbage or incomprehensible. I did not even search for lost appetite can’t eat because I have never ever learned anything that way. only by reading the most recent review or major text book have I ever understood anything
I hardly expect anyone to read this and it would be one to a million anyone could know would know. unless it happened to you and I am the only explorer on this planet so I just we just die from unknown infections that no one ever investigate or care about
I do my best to hide in plain sight I am interested to create a forum for five sigma or the top two thousand only but I still only post on GitHub and Reddit and save my messages on other accounts if those accounts are deleted . I do my best to hide in plain sight . it seems remote that my other cloud accounts will b deleted since they have no public content. unless they decide to kill me with the same fervour they persued Jesus. most intellectuals still hang from a tree some where on this planet
it was a mistake to show up unannounced and expect them to find a qualified expert. they are all completely retarded one hundred percent. in Sweden they reasoned that since it was none of the tek different infections they tried to cultivate I was actually not infected! since there are only ten different pathogens on this planet . they are completely absolutely brain dead. I still have phantom pain in my arm crest for the endless blood test these brain dead apes perform .
there is one million prokaryotes and viruses and they try to grow the ten most common ones and don’t even consider viruses or any logical reasoning like a brain dead machine. useless meaningless brain dead nonsense Go to hell . if you believe that lab can even grow a bacterium you are probably mistaken they don’t know what on plus one is they are not worried about anything except eating and multiplying like a bacterium they have the intelligence of an archaea absolute zero. I am the moron for even asking a brain dead ape for help
soil and water samples reveal that there are thousand times more variations that have not been cultivated or described as individuals . I went to Karolinska and specifically asked for a worried creature to investigate me and the morons sent me away . either the world’s most famous scientist help me or no one at all . all the others are completely brain dead with no worries what so ever
in fact all practicing physicians are afraid of me because I know they are brain dead. several family members in Sweden have told me to see their moron doctor. I have visited them and asked them to ask everyone they know to find a qualified expert to help me learn about the best minds working in Sweden . they don’t say anything don’t respond to my email an have no worries and no knowledge what so ever. probably because they are morons and they know perhaps ten others that are most likely also morons. if I ask the receptionist I end up with the same result. they schedule a meeting or phone call with a doctor and they tell me they only know the people working in that building and they are all morons. that’s why I visited Karolinska because actual scientists work in that building but they did not co-operate.
they never use email because it would make it to easy to prove they don’t do any actual work. they participate in meetings an phone calls but no actual brain cells are used. my heart goes out to anyone that is actually worrying or actually trying to baby sit brain dead apes. I am always on expedition instead investigating nature first hand. and if you do let me know because I still don’t know anyone besides myself that actually worry about this planet
in the case I know the best it’s from getting an access card as a student and go to the office of every single researcher and eventually find number one. just to take an example if you do that in Malmö Stockholm etc in theoretical physics you eventually learn that Ulf Danielsson is number one of everyone working in Sweden . and if he doesn’t know or doesn’t want to help you the chances are small for anything else
only one thousand part could be assigned to a described species. I have asked a scientist what killed Jan lindblad 1987 based on his description of symptoms before he died. he received no help and was dead by unknown pathogen unknown infection. no se nada
there is one million pathogens and Karolinska send me away eventually after two weeks shit hole hospital in Nyköping tells me the reason I am nearly dead is NOT one of the ten randomly selected most common ones. and tells me good luck surviving that’s all we could do to help you piss off and don’t bother us again. completely worthless no one would claim otherwise . we are going I vote for Hitler and watch television instead of listening to your complaining and nagging . and going home at five on the second . the second the clock turns five we go home. and at home or any where else we don’t worry about anything
here is a guy that can’t eat test him for chlamydia and send him home. don’t even bother looking for an expert opinion. pretend to do something take his blood pressure or some thing and send him home. they never complain every one that come here are as dumb as we are. they never even tried to help me. they are probably told to not bother scientist. don’t bother the engineers!
the reason I left my expedition was that drinking water caused immediate and complete stomach purging during several minutes agony. when I came to Stockholm I could drink liquid food again and should never have left my expedition. just waited for the next day and lived on liquid food for another week. but I panicked inside a box after only a few hours mostly because of the social environment believe me everyone that knows me for more than ten minutes want to kill me. I can’t stay in a guest house with other people even in the next building
Reddit filter and size problem . parsing bug
various notes related to Reddit
if this message ends abruptly or without necessary information it’s probably a retarded clip board size limit since Reddit don’t have a CLI or a post size limit . I can’t post this on GitHub with my other stuff they will just delete my account. if you only talk about technical issues they don’t care because they can’t understand anything. if you meddle where mortal men work you will be killed. there are detailed symptom descriptions further down if that is missing I have to post this in parts
I can’t publish this file directly from my file storage because the file will be reported into oblivion and all my files will be deleted. one or two of my YouTube files was reported over and over and all my YouTube files were deleted. Jesus was reported into oblivion and he was summarily deleted without investigation. clean and simple solution to please the free market . all Jesus files were deleted because one or two was constantly reported by morons
and Jesus was unemployed and received no guaranteed income. south Africa has no guaranteed income and it’s in the middle ages with helmet and armour
I think the Reddit problem might disappear when I remove the porn flag from my account . I am always enormously cautious but the public access is the most important . it should not be in the porn corner hidden from public eyes . I have clearly stated my messages are for a scientific audience
it should not harm or interest the general public in any way
this message was shadow banned on Reddit only my account can see it even if you log in you can see it. it is impossible to publish anything on ad driven platform every thing is deleted under enormous pressure from brain dead soap company and other imbecile commercial nonsense
if you are a moderator disable ads on my blog or message me on Google chat . explain to me how I can publish my ideas here for voluntary public consumption . for a scientific audience with absolute no interest in nonsense
this whole message is about six thousand words thirty thousand letters . thirty kilo bytes. I don’t know the Reddit size limits. probably too big for the micro brains
I am posting it on my account if it was deleted elsewhere. I am cautious to bother other forums with my superior intellect and post only here now. I am interested to create a forum for five sigma or the top two thousand only without the fear and sadness of inferiority but I still only post on GitHub and Reddit and save my messages on other accounts if those accounts are deleted
horizontal lines are not displaying in Reddit android
here is a mark down line that this closed source disaster is unable to parse —— so just imagine this invisible line here. maybe in ten years they will fix the mark down parser on android
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